It was just another day at the office, tapos ko na lahat ng trabahong kailangang gawin for the week at halos wala nang ibang magawa. Kaya naman to kill some time, naisipian kong maglog-in sa FSS. This is probably my favorite site kasi dito ako nagiging mas totoo sa sarili ko.
Ako nga pala si Mike, 34 y/o, married for 7 years, isang typical na Govt employee and taking up law at the same time. Masaya naman ang married life ko. Wala na akong hahanapin pa sa misis ko, pwera lamang sa isang bagay na alam kong hindi nya kaya gawin at iyon ay ang sabayan ang pagiging dominante ko sa sex. To be fair, I also tried to introduce and try it with her, pero hindi ya talaga gusto yon kaya hindi na rin pinipilit pa sa kanya. My wife is very conservative at ayaw nya ng mga bagay na sa tingin nya ay malalaswa, she doesn’t even watch porn. Sa sex naman, dahil ayaw nya nga na masyado akong harsh eh panay doggy at missionary positions lang kami, but everytime we have sex, I make na nilalabasan talaga sya and that she’s satisfied. However, on my part I know na may kulang.
Around 8:00PM that day, after dinner, pumasok ako sa chat lobby ng FSS and messaged a few purples. Una kong naka usap ay isang 27 y/o, single, who’s a profeasional worker somewhere in QC. We had a good convo until she decided to go to sleep kase maaga work nya bukas. But before she went to sleep, she said na nag cum sya just because of our conversation. We talk about our fetishes and some of our experiences kase, and she even narrated to me how she was fucked by her former workmate. Yeah, she loves to be dominated too and that guy fulfilled her kink. I also asked her to do some stuff which made her more horny and helped her cum. It was still early for me and can’t go to sleep, so after her, I went back to whispering purples pero wala masyadong nag reply probably because may ka chat na or not interested/turned off when I say that I am married. I was about to log out when a purple named FordDrei appeared sa sides, so I whispered her. I was already preparing my things nung nag reply sya.
It was 6:30PM, and I just got home from the office. Bago palang ako sa Company kaya few workloads palang ang assigned sa akin. Nothing special really happened that day. I just did my usual daily routine. After kong maghalf bath, humiga na ako and replied to few friends and family’s messages. Then I received usual messages from Drin. He’s been my suitor for more than a year but we started communicating and being friends for almost 4 years already. Out of those 4 years, we just met personally for the first time on the same year he officially told me na gusto nya akong ligawan. We came from the same school from college and we had mutual friends from whom we knew each other, pero other than that, wala na kaming something in common.
By the way, Drei is not my real nickname but I’d like to think that she’s my alter persona. She’s very far from who I am in the open. I am 26 y/o, single since birth, virgin but not that innocent lol. I am working in a financial industry. Although I think I’m an avergage girl, hindi naman ako pushover. I speak my mind off kaya madalas din akong masabihang may strong personality. Hindi ako sanay nang binibaby kaya usually awkward din ako sa chummy talks with opposite sex. Kaya rin siguro I got stressed that night when I received messages from Drin. Mabait si Drin, very sweet and consistent. Pero ewan ko ba, h hindi ko lang talaga mafeel sa kanya yong connection. Madalas akong maoverwhelm sa kanya lalo na this year na mas madalas na kaming magkita dahil mas malapit na ako sa kanya. We’re just not on the same page. He says his I love you’s and uses endearment na hindi ko talaga masabayan. That night I planned to tell him na we’re not on the same page and I can’t keep up with him. I wanted him to find someone better for him. I don’t want him to waste more of his time on me. That night I sent an early good night to him pero hindi pa din ako makatulog kaya napadpad na naman ako sa FSS. I just got here last Feb, chatted with 4 guys, 2 were married. I was just curious with how other people got here kaya wala naman akong prejudice with anyone’s status. I just wanted to be open and respect other people’s choices. I had naughty talks with 2 of these guys for abt 3 days to satisfy my kink for older guys before I went on hiatus for more than a month. Nagbabasa pa rin naman ako dito pero ngayon nalang ako ulit napadpad sa chatroom. That night I received few whispers from pero hesitant ako to reply until I just randomly replied to this one guy who honestly got me with his username “mikeumoan” lol. Little did I know, my life would be a little bit more colorful after I hit that “reply” button.
To be continued. Thank you for reading. 🙂