Pinatong ko yung isa kong kamay sa may jaw line nya. Tiningnan ko ang mga mata nya. Dahan dahan kong nilapit ang mga mukha ko sa mukha nya. Unang nag dikit ang mga ilong namin. Napangiti ako and playfully nudge his nose with mine. He smiled. I kissed the top of his nose, followed by landing a quick peck on his lips. Then I pressed my lips on his again, a more forceful one. I felt him push a little bit. I enhaled. Pushed my mouth to his, we were both really kissing now. Both open mouthed, both forcing our lips against each others, both feeling our tongues intertwine. He tasted good. It felt right. Never did I thought to myself that I was kissing a man, the only thing in my mind was I’m showing my love to someone I cared for.
We kept kissing for god knows how long. I felt his hand pushing the back of my head to his face. I let my hand fall down to his body and caressing his chest, his tummy, his love handles, anything that I can touch (except for his penis, di pa ako ready. lol Pero I’m pretty he had an erection because I sure hell had a raging one.)
I took several deep breathes and my forehead was pressed against his. He was still giving me some pecks on my lips and I gave some back.
Then umurong ako ng konte and looked at him. Pulang pula sya, and breathing heavily, smiling, ngiting tagumpay. I smiled back, also heaving. Then I went back again and gave him a gentle peck on the lips. We were both smiling.
“Nilabasan ka dun no?” Pabiro kong bulong kay Roy. Sabay dakma ko sa kanya. Since hindi pa talaga kami comfortable doing this gay thing, syempre napaurong yung katawan nyan, which of course we found funny. Hindi ko inalis yung kamay ko sa pagkakapatong sa kanyang alaga, matigas pa din.
“Yowts. Nilabasan ka dyan, ikaw nga tong kanina pa tigas na tigas.” Sabay diniinan nya yung erection ko with his side. Hindi ko sya tinigilan.
I gave in a little, and smiled, sabay bulong, “gago, wag. Baka labasan ako.” Then I bit my lower lip, looked at him while he playfully dinadagan yung erection ko. Bumalik yung pagkapula nya habang ginagawa yun, napalunok. Then tumigil sya.
We were silent for a while. My hand was still resting on his bulge, pero semi-erect na lang sya so hindi na ganun ka awkward hawakan. I moved my hands back up to his chest and hugged him tightly.
“Ano, in-love ka na?” Sabi nya sa’kin.
“Pa’no kung oo?” Seryoso kong sagot, habang naka-tinging sa kanya. Nakita kong napalunok sya. Sabay ngito ko. “Gago.” Sagot nya, sabay iwas ng tingin sa’kin habang nakangiti.
Nilapit ko labi ko sa tenga nya sabay bulong, “love you.” Tapos naramdaman kong niyakap nya ng mahigpit yung arms ko habang binabaon mukha nya sa braso ko. Tang*na, kinikilig ako sa pagkaka-kilig nya. Sabay rinig ko sa kanya, “love you too.” Mahina lang pagkakasabi nya, and I don’t think na intended nya na marinig ko, pero I heard it. Ang higpit pa din ng pagkakayakap nya sa right arm ko. I kissed the top of his head and breath in his scent.
to be continued.