ni Luntian
I’ve had this dummy facebook account for a year now. I use it for anonymity as a writer, as a person committed to the value of sex, as a nymphomaniac. I use it to prey on guys I can use for sex, I can call when I need a fuck. But the truth is, all I ever wanted is not to sleep alone at night, all I ever needed was to be with someone I can connect with. Living alone in Manila has its perks, youre your own bachelor, you go do whatever you want, whenever you want!
But it gets lonely. You arrive home lucky from traffic at 8, if hapless at midnight, you’ve had an exhausting day, you open your door, it’s a dark and empty room. You’ve had so much from the day and you just wanna have someone to talk about it, to agree with how crazy people are! How millennials are so entitled! How you cannot joke around about a ngongo or an unano because one twat that isn’t ngongo or unano will get offended! Someone to greet you, to kiss, to hug, to exist in your 50sqm empty room.. but it’s all air and boxes, papers and drawers.
Tapos kumulo yung tyan mo, gutom ka pero ayaw mo magluto para sa isang tao, because it is gonna get so fucking messy sa maliit mong kusina and it is just too much to do, too much to clean for a meal for 1. So you decide to grab 1 chilimansi pancit canton to eat. 1 PANCIT CANTON EATEN BY 1 PERSON, tangina, ang lungkot non. Yung sarap ng pancit canton nasa pagaagawan don sa mas seasoned na parte ng pancit, tapos ikaw kakainin mo pati yung hindi naseason na part, tangina.
Other than living alone, I also travel a lot. My Instagram is just like a collection of the Philippine’s best places to go to (not to brag), but the downside is having no one to share how beautiful these places are, how authentic the dishes tastes, other than what I can put up on social media there’s no one right in front of me I can share this experience with. Well ya, you can always hit up anybody nearby by posting a status on facebook that youre a free fuck, but it’s so goddamn empty.
So this year, I made it my new year’s resolution to open my legs only to guy(s) *grins* I can connect with. Someone of substance not just the guy I use for his dick, someone I can agree to disagree with, someone without prejudice. Pretty impossible in this time of age right?
OR IS IT?
But don’t get me wrong, I’m not outright looking for love. I’m not one to commit my life to someone, as I’m committed to a 150 more people in my business. I’m up for the experience, I’m up for the company. Selfish? You could say that. But it could be pretty convenient with a guy with a lot of time in his hand. Right? And hell we just ride the journey, and who knows where it will take us.
So I post statuses on facebook, It was like an open invitation to either get screwed or screwed over. It goes like this
“Anyone in (city)? Sex (free)? Inbox me your photo and asl” from there I get potential partner(s).
Pero puta dudumugin ka ng kargador, construction worker at bangkero. Aawayin ka pa, sasabihing bakla ka may std, aida, hiv, amoy patis ang kiki, poser at ultimately mamatay ka nang paasa ka!
Luhh, grabe sila. Ang akala nila ang kipay ko open parking kahit sino pwedeng pumarada, tapos darating silang parang rumaragasang titi makaaksidente pa kayo mga kuya! Sabagay, ako rin naman kasi tong di nagiisip ng mabuti sa totoo lang eh. So.. peace tayo mga Kya!!
Until one day, this one friend told me, “Alam mo since nagrerequire ka ng face photo, bakit hindi ka na lang mag dummy account sa tinder, uso na yon ngayon, just indicate na youre down to fuck. tapos maging specific ka sa kung anong gusto mo, para yun ang makamatch mo.”
Eh madali ako kausap, kasi oo nga naman, kesa nagsstatus ako sa facebook bilang isang libreng puta, dito na lang nga sa tinder, atleast yung makakamatch ko, alam kong gusto ko na, nakita ko na itsura ng mukha eh. Hindi naman ako sobrang ganda, sobrang puti, sobrang sexy o sobrang tangos ng ilong. Pero cute ako, sabi nila mahinhin raw ako tignan sa personal pero nakakaintimidate kapag hindi nagsasalita, hindi raw ako landiin material. So at the end of the day gumawa si nini ng tinder account.
I placed up a pretty interesting bio, I tried to be as specific as possible. Pero nakakatamad pala mag swipe left and right ha, kahit mga pogi naman. So what I did is I registered for tinder gold (this is not a paid ad). It’s so convenient! You boost your profile, then you can see who liked you, then you choose from there, Im pretty much liking the process. But a day into it, pota ampopogi nga ambobobo naman. ‘Hi’ ‘hello’ ‘hey’ at ‘sex?’ lang ang alam, To narrow it down, I unmatched all 1 liners.
Then come Ariel’s message, he brought me to his thought process, on how and why he swiped right. I placed there that I write for this website, given it’s just a dummy profile, people don’t really look up the website if they don’t know it, but this guy even made an account! that’s like 10 points. idk how legit that is, we’ll find out if he reads this. *grins*
After a few wit and banter Friday, we’re down to meeting on a Sunday.
(Hindi talaga ako free ng Sunday. Almost always I’m not free ng weekends, but I told this guy that Sunday is workable. Usually my free day is Friday, kasi yun ang coding day ko, so yun ang knconsider kong rest day.)
I’m a strike while the iron is hot person, if you don’t meet me the first week or month of the first time you got my attention there’s a very slim chance of meeting me to fuck, but im always down to meeting new friends.
Saturday night I went out drinking with friends from my dummy account, actually writers and readers of pse and fss. I got home it was already Sunday morning 4am, I was checking my schedule for day and cancelling our appointments last minute and delegating tasks, so I don’t have to run a lot of errands, but there’s one left no one can absorb.
It’s 5am and I dunno if I should send this message to know if we’re pushing thru to meet, baka kasi magmukha akong control freak or masyadong needy kasi who texts at 5am before a meet up!! But I have to, kesa naman I don’t polish my day. So okay, I sent this message at 5:08 in the morning. Natulog na ako pero I was up by 10, I know, my body clock sucks. He replied 10:58, so we’re now meeting at 1pm!
I wore a black floral midi wrap around dress, a nice panty and of course pads just in case I get so wet para di nakakahiya kasi im just really DTF since I haven’t had one for a while (panty liner para fresh ang pipi kapag kinain), paired with white slip ons. Midi is calf length, prude.
1pm I got a message
Ariel : Okay, so Im here. This place is huge ahaha
Nakapasok siya ng gate even without knowing my building or unit. He says he has a friendly face, so guards tend to trust him. OOOOKAY.
So, nag paandar na ako ng sasakyan kasi tanghaling tapat ang init ng kotse. I saw this filam looking guy, he’s around 5’5ish, , nakashades, grey shirt, light khaki pants, and white shoes. Ang pogi te! Ang lakas ng dating, tipong pang commercial tapos mag aalis ng shades sasabihin sayo “heyy babe!” I brought down my passenger window, tapos tsaka ako bumusina, he knew it was me so he went towards my direction then rode the car. (Later on during the day I found out na he found me as a girl na may angst because of this gesture, though to me it’s just ‘I don’t wanna call him lang with my voice kaya ako bumusina’)
We ran that one errand I had to do which is around an hour away from my home, then grabbed snacks sa Evia.
Ang crazy kasi nagkakasundo kami! Though from the time that I agreed to meet alam kong he’s a nice guy, hindi ko naexpect na may makakausap ako ng ganito, parang kaming magkaibigan na nagkahiwalay ng matagal. We liked the same food, we sort of agree sa mga bagay bagay na we’ve discussed, actually, medyo hesitant pa nga ako to run this errand kasi naisip ko na baka this guy is just in for the sex and my work day could get really boring. Pero hindi eh, which I hope is totoo, from what we’ve bonded in the first 4 hours of meeting, ang saya, he’s genuinely interested with my story, and I am to his. Hindi ko siya pnplastic! (Ive had a few dates na pinplastic ko kasi masyadong full of themselves so as long as im fucked well, im good) Pero with this guy, I don’t even care now how the sex is gonna be, kasi Im just so absorbed with his company! Ang saya!
We ate at Mama Lou’s and had a beer before our pizza, that’s when he told me na un pa lang pala ang first meal of the day niya, he’s so cute while saying he was so nervous before meeting, he couldn’t believe how one person, hiding in a dummy account and the whole concept of it coming into reality. He was fascinated with how I run things.
Uhh, my heart is just filled right now, same as my pad down there, it’s starting to soak.. other than my juices, it’s the beer doing the leak. I’m starting to not feel confident about how I smell or taste down there. I’m waxed, medyo high maintenance and I always have wipes in my sling bag pero of all days I don’t have it with me!! Shet.
We went out of Evia then decided to check in sa Victoria.
We’re checked in a mini suite room, yung may bar table and jacuzzi. We had a cigarette or two. Tangina sex na sex na ako, kaya lang winworry ko yung liner ko, feeling ko hindi na ako fresh down there kasi it’s around 5 hours before I last ‘tasted’ it. Eh uminom pa kasi, I’d love to throw myself at him na kaya lang, I have to check. I went to the bathroom, pero puta walang bidet, I don’t wanna use the shower kasi parang masyado naman akong nagpprepare. Okay bahala na tangina, pareho naman kaming nagbeer kanina so pwede na siguro to, nag alis na lang ako ng liner then I went out.
He was sitting at the edge of the bed then when I passed him, he grabbed me by the waist and told me, “Ive been waiting for you the whole day”.
AYAN
Wala na, laglag na panty ni inday! Tangina. Kangkang me na Kya!
Naupo na rin ako sa kama at nakipaglaplapan.
Pero puta yung isip ko yung lasa ng pekpek ko pa rin yung iniisip eh kasi sigurado ako kakainin ako neto.
Pero sige tuloy na, andito na eh, nagkakahigaan na kami sa kama, hindi namin alam anong mauunang aalisin, sinong mauunang maghuhubad kahit nakabestida naman ako. Ang higpit pala ng pagkakatali ko imbes mapadali ang buhay ko sa wrap around dress na to lalo lang nagkakabuhol buhol puta.
I just focused first into kissing, then as I was starting to get his tempo, he was rubbing his leg to my crotch, pota eto nanaman ako, iniisip ko nanaman yung lasa ng puke ko, tapos hindi ko pa pala siya na warn na I could get to fucking wet na yung pants niya could get pussy juice marks from what he’s doing. So I had to pull away para makapag undress muna kami! Uhh, yung delay is just pumping up my libido! Hindi na makakaulit sakin tong bestidang to!!
Now we’re stipped off, he licked first my navel, (tangina sino bang hindi self conscious sa pusod, bakit walang life circumstance na nagprepare sakin para sa pagkakataon na to!) Yung utak ko pagod na pagod na sa kakaisip, yoko na, di ko na iisiping magpa impress, alam ko mabango ako. Bahala na, hindi ko na uunahin ang kahit ano bago ang libog ko, iyot na!
Now I’m stripped off, off of worries, I’m just to darn focused to get that orgasm right now. Dinilaan niya ako pataas sa kanang suso, kinakagat kagat niya ang utong ko habang nilalapirot naman ang kaliwa. This is the first time that his lips touched my nipples pero kagat agad, ang sakit pero ayaw kong pigilan, ang sakit pero gusto ko, ang sakit, tama na, di ko na kaya. I pushed him a little.
Now he’s stripped off, off of his tension. Nagulat ako kasi ang haba ni manoy, hindi katangkaran si Ariel so I didn’t really expect him to be this long. He didn’t fell short of my expectation, pero who cares about the size, at this point I’m just so down right into this guy no matter how the dick is. Being the nymphomaniac that I am I can make anything work out.
Mula sa pagkakahiga, he’s trying to pull me up, maupo at magromansa, I’m so fluid, I don’t know, I just follow his lead, I’m not usually like this, on the first round I make sure the sex goes my way kasi I have to cum first, I have to satisfy myself first then the rest of the day is yours. But with Ariel, ipinagkakatiwala ko sakanya yung pleasure ko, we haven’t discussed about how we will do it in bed, I don’t know how much he cares about a woman’s orgasm pero okay lang sakin.
And then I was again on my back, he’s going down on me, I opened my legs and just closed my eyes. Wala na akong pakielam kung anong klaseng putanginang puta ang lasa ng pekpek ko 5 hours later after washing and a beer dahil tangina libog na libog na ako, talo talo na.
He was licking around my clitoral hood, tapos sabay dila sa pwerta, hindi ko na alam how he went around pero next thing I know nanginginig na yung kalamnan ko sa hita kasi lalabasan na ako, i dunno how often he encounters a woman na nilalabasan sa oral at nanginginig ang hita kasi I hope alam niyang nilalabasan na ako kasi hindi ako makasalita sa sobrang sarap! Tangina may isang taon ba akong walang kangkang??? Bat ganon!
I pulled him up to kiss to know how I tasted, turns out it’s not so bad as it runs in my head! Pero there’s some sort of panty liner smell which I think is normal? Now that we’re past by that, we’re game on from this point on!